I love visiting with people. I love to listen to them talk. I love to hear the sound of their voice. I love to try and figure out what they are thinking. I love to hear of their experiences from wonderful ones to the challenging ones. I love to listen to them talk about the many details of their lives. I just enjoy being around people. I REALLY do!
Then…why is it so difficult to have the excitement to do my visiting teaching. I really struggle with that calling. I struggle with making the phone call, walking (or driving) to their home, knocking on their door and stepping into their homes. I am not sure what it is but I REALLY struggle with it. I love who I visit teach…that is definitely not the problem.
I visit three wonderful ladies in my ward. They have had so many wonderful and challenging experiences in their lives. I love to listen to their stories. I feel of their incredible spirits. They are amazing sisters in the gospel.
Today, I went and visited each one of them by myself. My visiting teaching companion is in Florida on vacation. I knew with the festivities of this month, I would really be pushing it to get them visited if I waited until later in the month. So, with a poinsettia and a Christmas card in hand, I visited each one of them. I came away from each visit renewed with the wonderful blessing of service. I am REALLY grateful that they are apart of my life and I know that I receive such wonderful blessings through visiting teaching…but it is a HUGE struggle. Why? I just do not understand.
~Michelle
2 comments:
your so wonderful
It is such a struggle to do that for me too! At least you can go ahead and still do it-that's awesome!
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