Showing posts with label peace. Show all posts
Showing posts with label peace. Show all posts

Sunday, January 4, 2015

an ant and a contact lens--a story that touched my heart!

 
 
My thoughts have been on a story that I heard today during church.  An elderly man went to the pulpit to share his testimony.  He shared the story of a young woman—I am not sure of her age but somewhere around late teens early 20’s.  I am not sure if it was his granddaughter—well, that really doesn’t matter because the most important thing is that I learned something from the story—something that truly touched my heart. 
Ok, back to the story… She was rock climbing and as she was almost to the stop of this cliff, her rope hit her in the eye and she lost her contact lens.  She needed her lens to see.  She said that she said a silent prayer that was something similar to ”Heavenly Father, you know every leaf that falls and every pebble on this mountain.  I know that you know where my contact lens is.  I need it.  I need it to see.  Please help me find it.  I cannot see without it.” 

She started back down the cliff when she came upon a group of climbers.  One of the climbers asked if she knew of anyone that lost their contact lens.  What?  Seriously??  He had been scaling the rock when he looked out in front of him and an ant was crawling across a rock with a contact lens upon its back.  Can you believe that?  That is too crazy!!
Her prayer was answered. 

She went home that evening and told her dad.  Her dad being a graphic artist drew a picture of an ant crawling across a rock.  He added the caption, “Father, I have no idea why you are asking me to carry this.  It does not taste good and it is heavy but since you asked me to carry it, I will carry it.” 
As I thought about my own life and some of the doubts that I have been having, I received a powerful witness that our Heavenly Father is there.  He understands what we are going through.   He knows are challenges.  He knows what makes us happy.  He knows us.  I truly felt it. 

Then,  I thought of my keys. Yes, my keys.  I lost my keys and I could not find them.  I prayed and I could not find them anywhere.  They were lost.  I prayed and prayed.  I searched and searched.  I could not find them.  Finally, already late for work, I found them.  Grumbling, I headed to work.  As I entered the freeway, there was an accident.  The thought came to mind, “didn’t you ask me to protect you first?” I had asked earlier in the morning for protection.   My prayers had been answered but He was protecting me first, delaying me so that I wouldn’t have been in the accident.  I forget how often our prayers are answered and most of the time, when I am not even realizing that they are being answered but they are.  He knows us.  He knows every leaf that falls, every pebble on a mountainside, every car on the freeway and most of all where every set of keys have been set.  He knows every heart that is ready to receive the gospel and every missionary that is serving.  He knows everything and everyone.  He knows exactly what is in our hearts and how we feel.  He hears our prayers even when it is locate a contact lens on the side of a mountain or a set of keys that have fallen behind a cabinet; He knows the heartaches that we feel and the failures that drive our hearts to become negative but through everything that we experience He is there for us…individually.  He loves us so much and all we have to do is be patient and listen and most of all, ask.

I don’t think that I have needed a testimony to be shared as much as I needed this one today.  I have thought about this elderly man’s powerful words all day long.  They have truly touched my heart.  I am so grateful that he acted on a prompting to share his beautiful testimony.  So grateful!!  My heart was touched in so many ways and it just created an amazing sense of peace that I have been feeling lately but needed to feel it even more today.  I am continuing to wake up spiritually and I am so grateful for it.  I am so grateful for these moments where my heart is blessed to have so much peace. 
Hmmm...just wanted to share today. 
~Michelle
*pictured borrows from here

Sunday, June 8, 2014

A sense of peace...

Day 66…

 
I have had something weighing on my mind for quite a while. I have been trying to figure out how to understand and how to get over it, what is meant by all of it, why I cannot let it go or overcome this thing that monopolized my thought process.  Last night, I was talking to one of my close friends and I shared a couple of thoughts and then, I shared with her that I was trying with all of my might to overcome a certain situation that I asked her why I cannot overcome this thing.  I am not the type of person to hold grudges. I try really hard to figure out how to move through a trial and overcome it especially this one.  She asked me last night why I thought that I was holding onto this painful experience.  I had responded to her that I really wasn’t sure. 

Today, she came to speak with me.  She told me that she had been pondering my question and she thinks that she has an answer.  She said that it is because of protection.  I asked her what she meant and she shared some thoughts.  I am protecting myself from getting hurt again.  Oh my goodness…that is the answer.

 I am not crazy.

This is a normal instinct.

I am protecting myself.   

If I forget what happened then I am opening my heart up to be hurt again.   This makes so much sense. I cannot even begin to express how I felt when she shared her thoughts.  It is so true.  If I let it go, I have space in my heart to let it happen again—whether it is intentional or not.  It was like a burden was lifted from my shoulders.  I haven’t forgotten about it nor has that part of my heart been healed but there was this amazing understanding of how I feel.  I am protecting my heart so that she doesn’t hurt it again.  I know that I need to turn this entire thing over to our Heavenly Father so that he can take it away.  I just feel so much better about it. Then, I got thinking even more and received more insight. If I take something out of my heart, I have to replace it. 

I feel a sense of peace knowing that I can get over this.  I really can!! 

 

~Michelle

Thursday, April 19, 2012

It is Quick Quote Thursday….love this quote!!

Every time I read this particular quote, tears flow down my cheeks.   It is powerful.  Then,  I feel the peace in my heart when I think of those people…I call “friend”. 

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“We are all in this together. We need each other. Oh, how we need each other. Those of us who are old need you who are young, and hopefully, you who are young need some of us who are old...We need deep and satisfying and loyal friendships with each other. These friendships are a necessary source of sustenance. We need to renew our faith every day. We need to lock arms and help build the kingdom so that it will roll forth and fill the whole earth.” 

Marjorie Pay Hinckley